yesterday was one of my favorite day. i don’t know where to start, well, i just finished my course at 9 p.m. then i checked my facebook like usual, and OMG i got a notification from him, we got a small talk on my facebook wall (actually we just sent some emoticon) but i love it! and and and oh God, he miss me! that words broke all the walls that i’ve made. i’ve denied that i still love him for so many times, but now i can’t help my self, from falling in love all over again with somebody like him.
well hello ..actually i don’t know, i can’t describe my own feelings at all. i got jealous, so much jealous. i know i’m not supposed to be jealous but i can’t lie to myself. i feel terribly jealous! he can be sweet to her, but not to me, he liked alot of her picture, why not mine?! huaaaaaaaaaaaaa…. kljikjinyjkhfbgtctrxgcv!!!! i’m sad, so sad, i wanna cry :( inhale exhale inhale exhale yesyes i know, i’m different, that’s why he treats me differently, not like he treats another girl, right? yes right! keep calm puteri, keep calm and drink hot milo sweet heart.
Dear God, before i go to bed, i pray to you, please protect him, safe him, take care of him whatever he does, wherever he go, whenever the time is. i hope that he can be more happy each day. amen :)
todayyyy todaaaayyy is so random hahaha :D haiihh start in the morning till tonight, i was in a rush, thought i got to go to the college but then my friend told me no class for today, then i just realized that i haven’t eaten rice yet since 2 days ago, just ate meat and drank milk, suddenly i felt like going to eat a chocolate cake, then got a very special chat from that special person (actually i wanna say ‘from my special one’ but he is not mine anymore *sad truth*) it makes me feel happy.
hmm after that, got to go to my english course, felt hungry, but mommy cooked a fish so i won’t eat that, starved at the english course because i haven’t eaten yet since this morning, finished the course at 9, i got no reply from that special one, went back home sadly, at home i had my dinner like a dinosaur Lol! had dinner while tried to chat him, wanted to say goodnight, he replied, it makes me feel so damn fine right now.
And my friend from japan stay at my house, she just arrived this evening and gave me alot of japanese snacks and a mascara and my favorite, Green Tea!!! then got a bad news that tomorrow i have to go to the college. so? what can i say? today is so random, my feelings is also so random! oyeah.