April 2012
46 posts
“may i ask you something? did you mean it when you said that you miss me? or it just like you said it randomly to every other girl? if you mean it, i miss you too so much and always, if you didn’t mean it, you better don’t say it, and i don’t miss you.”
—me
A Thousand Years
Christina Perri
This song is always reminds me of you.
“I have loved you for a thousand years, I’ll love you for a thousand more”
Payphone
Maroon 5 ft. Wiz Khalifa
Maroon 5 - Payphone Ft.Wiz Khalifa
I’m at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone
Baby it’s all wrong, where are the plans we made for two?
Yeah, I, I know it’s hard to remember
The people we used to be
It’s even harder to picture
That you’re not here next to me
You say it’s too late to make it
But is it too late to try?
And in our time that you wasted
All of our bridges burned down
I’ve wasted my nights
You turned out the lights
Now I’m paralyzed
Still stuck in that time when we called it love
But even the sun sets in paradise
I’m at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone
Baby it’s all wrong, where are the plans we made for two?
If happy ever after did exist
I would still be holding you like this
All those fairytales are full of sh*t
One more f*cking love song I’ll be sick
You turned your back on tomorrow
Cause you forgot yesterday
I gave you my love to borrow
But just gave it away
You can’t expect me to be fine
I don’t expect you to care
I know I’ve said it before
But all of our bridges burned down
I’ve wasted my nights
You turned out the lights
Now I’m paralyzed
Still stucked in that time when we called it love
But even the sun sets in paradise
I’m at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone
Baby it’s all wrong, where are the plans we made for two?
If happy ever after did exist
I would still be holding you like this
All those fairytales are full of sh*t
One more f*cking love song I’ll be sick
Now I’m at a payphone…
[Wiz Khalifa]
Man f*ck that sh*t
I’ll be out spending all this money while you sitting round
Wondering why it wasn’t you who came up from nothing
Made it from the bottom
Now when you see me I’m stunning
And all of my cars start with the push up a button
Telling me the chances I blew up or whatever you call it
Switched the number to my phone
So you never could call it
Don’t need my name on my show
You can tell it I’m ballin’
Swish, what a shame could have got picked
Had a really good game but you missed your last shot
So you talk about who you see at the top
Or what you could’ve saw
But sad to say it’s over for
Phantom pulled up valet open doors
Wiz like go away, got what you was looking for
Now ask me who they want
So you can go and take that little piece of sh*t with you
I’m at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone
Baby it’s all wrong, where are the plans we made for two?
If happy ever after did exist
I would still be holding you like this
All those fairytales are full of sh*t
One more f*cking love song I’ll be sick
Now I’m at a payphone…
LOVE THIS SONG! :D
falling in love with you all over again
yesterday was one of my favorite day. i don’t know where to start, well, i just finished my course at 9 p.m. then i checked my facebook like usual, and OMG i got a notification from him, we got a small talk on my facebook wall (actually we just sent some emoticon) but i love it! and and and oh God, he miss me! that words broke all the walls that i’ve made. i’ve denied that i still love him for so many times, but now i can’t help my self, from falling in love all over again with somebody like him.
wanna cry seriously! :(
well hello ..actually i don’t know, i can’t describe my own feelings at all. i got jealous, so much jealous. i know i’m not supposed to be jealous but i can’t lie to myself. i feel terribly jealous! he can be sweet to her, but not to me, he liked alot of her picture, why not mine?! huaaaaaaaaaaaaa…. kljikjinyjkhfbgtctrxgcv!!!! i’m sad, so sad, i wanna cry :( inhale exhale inhale exhale yesyes i know, i’m different, that’s why he treats me differently, not like he treats another girl, right? yes right! keep calm puteri, keep calm and drink hot milo sweet heart.
“HELLO PEOPLE, I’M TERRIBLY JEALOUS!”
—me.
Far Away
Nickelback
anyway, this song is always on my playlist since i’m in middle school :)
Nickelback - Far Away
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there’s just one left
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore
On my knees, I’ll ask
Last chance for one last dance
‘Cause with you, I’d withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I’d give it all
I’d give for us
Give anything but I won’t give up
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore
So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
‘Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
‘Cause I’m not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
‘Cause I’m not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Call Me Maybe
Carly Rae Jepsen
Hey I just met you
And this is crazy
But here’s my number
So call me maybe
It’s hard to look right, at you baby,
But here’s my number so call me maybe
before i go to sleep tonight :)
Dear God, before i go to bed, i pray to you, please protect him, safe him, take care of him whatever he does, wherever he go, whenever the time is. i hope that he can be more happy each day. amen :)
Random things happen today.
todayyyy todaaaayyy is so random hahaha :D haiihh start in the morning till tonight, i was in a rush, thought i got to go to the college but then my friend told me no class for today, then i just realized that i haven’t eaten rice yet since 2 days ago, just ate meat and drank milk, suddenly i felt like going to eat a chocolate cake, then got a very special chat from that special person (actually i wanna say ‘from my special one’ but he is not mine anymore *sad truth*) it makes me feel happy.
hmm after that, got to go to my english course, felt hungry, but mommy cooked a fish so i won’t eat that, starved at the english course because i haven’t eaten yet since this morning, finished the course at 9, i got no reply from that special one, went back home sadly, at home i had my dinner like a dinosaur Lol! had dinner while tried to chat him, wanted to say goodnight, he replied, it makes me feel so damn fine right now.
And my friend from japan stay at my house, she just arrived this evening and gave me alot of japanese snacks and a mascara and my favorite, Green Tea!!! then got a bad news that tomorrow i have to go to the college. so? what can i say? today is so random, my feelings is also so random! oyeah.
