i’m envious of you. i want it too, a person who can make me smile. oh wait, i’ve found it, my high school crush that i just met again 3 days ago, 2 boys from high school who suddenly became so sweet to me, and my bestfriend who just broke up with his girlfriend. but then, whenever i laugh with them, whenever i smile because of them, because of their jokes, i always wish that were you who make me smile, who laugh with me, and tell that jokes to me, not them. that should be you. it just don’t feel the same.